well shit…

Alrighty so, the depression hit! In November 2018, I had a lot of difficult shit happen, and so the late November-Early January period is ROUGH. I actually grew a lot though. There was an election in the game I make videos about, which I campaigned for and WON! New video will come out about that at some point. My roommate Aaron is kind of fucking me over, which sucks. He’s moving to NYC, and I have to move back in with my mom, even though he had clearly stated he wasn’t just gonna leave me hanging. It’s fine though, because that ‘banger’ video I referenced last time was truly a hit! It’s at over 70k views, got the attention of ThirtyVirus, and in the past 2 months he along with squid kid and many other of my childhood heroes are now my friends! It’s a surreal feeling, but there’s no time to celebrate. I have a pivot in mind for my Minecraft channel. I’m going to switch into gaming psychology videos. But first I need to upload an incredible video I’m working on now, about dragons in Hypixel Skyblock. This one I think should get 10-20k views, which would be nice, but I’m back with my mom in a month. That means that I need to aim for 3-4 videos going out before then. It’s gonna be difficult, I’m going to have to push myself back into the machine state I was in back during my last blog post, but I know I can do it. I’m hopeful. And that’s really all I can be. I love seeing how far I’ve come, but I’m more excited to see where I end up.

And if you’re reading this, you’ve got this. I’m proud of you for doing your best.

Signing off,

Henry Langlois

February 8th, 2026, 8:35am